FALLING

There is a day. A day when everything is going wrong. The day you feel like giving up. Giving up so very hard to sheer emotions.

 People give up, thinking of something better, something different from their lives. I have seen strong people, people I know give up in the past week. Have you ever wondered what happens when you give up? 

There is no heaven or hell, you just drown in nothingness. You are so very empty from inside that you can't recall what happened, how you ended up in the dark with not a single ray of light, just dark. 

Darkness so pure that you can't see your own hands. There are no angels but you realise that you are the monster.monster that nobody can kill. Invincibility that is of no use, you just want to end it all. 

You want to go back to your quiet bedroom, back to the people you love. But you can't. When you leave, you take away all that is left of them. The last ounce of hope is gone but they hold on. Thinking you will return. 

Eventually people succumb to time. They just think you're gone and that's it. One day you too will succumb to the dark, it is just that you have to decide that. When you think you have nothing to cling to.

You forget you don't need to fall if you stick to the top. 

People often think their choices don't make a difference. You can stay or fall. They do. They make a difference...