Tears

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 TEARS

Tears fill my eyes
But I wear a smile
Life seems to be falling apart
But I wear a smile

Drowning in the ocean of helplessness
But I tell myself
there is hope on a nearby isle
I cannot express
The people around are just too vile
Winter never ends
But I tell myself
spring is down the aisle
Darkness lasts forever
But I tell myself
Sometimes to reach hearts buried deep down
Light takes a while
My life is fading away
But I tell myself
It’s just that my fate is hostile
The barren, lifeless road never ends
But I tell myself
happiness is down a mile
The sunlight blinds me
But I tell myself
My vision’s gone only for a while
The truth is too tragic
I hide it with lies
Turns out even having hope is not worthwhile
Tears fill my eyes
But I wear a smile



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