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Falling

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  FALLING There is a day. A day when everything is going wrong. The day you feel like giving up. Giving up so very hard to sheer emotions.  People give up, thinking of something better, something different from their lives. I have seen strong people, people I know give up in the past week. Have you ever wondered what happens when you give up?  There is no heaven or hell, you just drown in nothingness. You are so very empty from inside that you can't recall what happened, how you ended up in the dark with not a single ray of light, just dark.  Darkness so pure that you can't see your own hands. There are no angels but you realise that you are the monster.monster that nobody can kill. Invincibility that is of no use, you just want to end it all.  You want to go back to your quiet bedroom, back to the people you love. But you can't. When you leave, you take away all that is left of them. The last ounce of hope is gone but they hold on. Thinking you will return.  Eventually peo
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Tears

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  TEARS Tears fill my eyes But I wear a smile Life seems to be falling apart But I wear a smile Drowning in the ocean of helplessness But I tell myself there is hope on a nearby isle I cannot express The people around are just too vile Winter never ends But I tell myself spring is down the aisle Darkness lasts forever But I tell myself Sometimes to reach hearts buried deep down Light takes a while My life is fading away But I tell myself It’s just that my fate is hostile The barren, lifeless road never ends But I tell myself happiness is down a mile The sunlight blinds me But I tell myself My vision’s gone only for a while The truth is too tragic I hide it with lies Turns out even having hope is not worthwhile Tears fill my eyes But I wear a smile
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Darkness too Different

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DARKNESS TOO DIFFERENT Is it okay to be different, I ask myself everyday Mum and dad say it's fine, I think they mean it, But in moments of despair, I wonder do they? People at school say it’s not okay, They say, I am a freak, always standing in their way, Is it okay to be different, I ask myself everyday, Is it okay to not express your feelings,  Because you don’t know what to say, I think my dog understands me, He hears carefully, But when it comes to listening, I wonder, does he? Is it okay to be different, I ask myself everyday, My friends on the internet say I am awesome, Instagram says they are real, but are they? Is it okay to be different, I ask myself everyday, Is it okay to talk to myself every night, Is it okay to celebrate my birthday with friends that don’t exist, I don’t feel like inviting them but, my mind insists, Is it okay to see nightmares during the day, But some of them are better than my life, aren’t they? Is it okay to be different, I ask myself everyday, I p
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